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Season 11 • Episode 5 • The Way I Am
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Doctors Season 11, Episode 5: The Way I Am
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Beating Around The Bush
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Hamilton Is Out
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Bed Hopping Mad
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No Going Back
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Carpe Diem
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Musical Bumps
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Red Letter Day - Part 1
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Red Letter Day - Part 2
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No Rest for the Wicked
30 min
Chicken Boy
30 min
The Lodger
30 min
Heartfelt Gestures
30 min
The Lion and The Lamb
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The Real Me
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Prejudice and Pride
30 min
Crisis? What Crisis?
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The Real World
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An Englishman's Home
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Dummy
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Booty Call
30 min
Turkish Delight
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Tracing The Lines
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Art of War
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Debut
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Gentlemen's Excuse Me
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But For the Grace of God
30 min
Vera Pym
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History Repeated
30 min
Toys
30 min
Chef's Secret
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What Will Be, Will Be
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The Macgyvers
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Dolly Mixtures
30 min
No Way Out
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Tears For Souvenirs
30 min
It's Good to Talk
30 min
Surrender
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A Bit of a Pickle
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Choices
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Hot Milk and Butterscotch
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The People at the Top of the Stairs
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Gone to The Dogs
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Face to Face
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All About My Mother
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There's No Telling - Part 2
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In The Cold Hard Light of Day
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Puncture Repair
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Empty Nest
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Clowntime is Over
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Cradle to Grave
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All That Glitters
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Basic Instincts
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Guidance
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Shadow
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Toss of a Coin
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Hello, Hello, Hello
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His Coy Mistress
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Maternal Instincts
30 min
Trophy Girlfriend
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Fifteen Minutes
A man arrested for possessing indecent images of children is talked into hanging himself by one of the cops on duty. Karen tries on a rubber outfit to try and spice up her marriage, much to Zara's amusement. A devious Michelle gets Jimmi his radio job back, but doesn't tell him.
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Volte Face
Rob breaks down a house door to discover a young boy has stabbed a man inside. Lily gives a hand, but with terrible consequences. Zara has the chance of a free holiday to Africa with a hot married man. Karen finds a pair of woman's sexy red knickers in Jack's room.
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Bad Hair Day
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Harry - The Arrow Flies
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The Good Cowboy
Rob meets up with a man who says he gets messages from car number plates. Karen goes to see Jack at university, much to Jack's horror. Karen struggles with her emotions after Jack's departure to university, while Daniel and Jimmi see a gorgeous girl, Chloe, at the Icon Bar, and end up competing for her affections.
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Wake Up Call
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The Black Widow
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Guilty Party
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Billy Boy
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Nobody
Jimmi goes to a funeral, and bumps into a tramp who says he knows the deceased. Heston's ex-wife turns up at his house, much to his and Lily's surprise.
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Reflected in Windows, Part 1
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Reflected in Windows, Part 2
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Love Knot
Hot Zara returns from a sexual indiscretion with a married 'Afrikana Hunk', and is called out to a house call at a farm in the middle of nowhere. Trouble is afoot though.
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Bundle of Joy
30 min
Mr Jelly
30 min
I'll Keep Holding On
30 min
A Manny about the House
30 min
The Romantics
Cherry deals with an old romantic and a love triangle. Both she and Heston have big decisions to make.
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The Great Escape
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Leaving God
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Now You See It
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Soul Mates
30 min
The Hunter
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The Informant
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Baby Love
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Rivals
30 min
Slice of Life
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Reverberation
Julia is shocked when a woman who has chlamydia, turns up at her friend's husbands funeral. Heston starts to have doubts that Christine may have been using him all along.
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Love All
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Dead Honest
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Family Values
Jack tells his parents about him losing his term's money on a bet. Simon ruins a racist's day - a party member of the British Pride Party. Jimmi gets a 'Golden Microphone' nomination for his radio show. Scott saves Cherry from a mugging, or did he plan it all?
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Blind Faith
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Worst Critic
Jimmi's patient is stuck in the past, and thinks it's the time of the Suez Canal Crisis. An elderly art teacher gets her revenge on an obnoxious art critic, with Michelle's help.
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Great Expectations
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Robbed
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Shackled
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Growing Pains
Immie pretends to live in the past to try and please her dad, by being the perfect daughter. She cooks and everything. Michelle helps an asthmatic teenage girl, whose attention seeking behavior is rather annoying. Jimmi gets a tie in the post.
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Cold Light of Day
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Bully For You
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Joan of Park
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The End of the Line
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Once Upon a Time
30 min
Nowhere to Run
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New Dawn
30 min
Duality
30 min
The Perfect Face For Radio
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Hurt
30 min
Crushed
30 min
Far from the Tree
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Who Cares?
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Food, Love and Money
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Pictures of You
30 min
Harry - Architect Of Fortune
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Harry - A Decorous Death
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Sick of Trying
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Driving Miss Crazy
30 min
Equally Cursed and Blessed
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Perspective
Immie's college art exhibition goes awry and annoys her parents when she meets a former burlesque artist and ends up taking most of her clothes off. The Christmas tree competition gets serious, though Michelle is rubbish at it.
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Dead Serious
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Cold Comfort
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Mystery at Moot Point
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Swansong
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The Standstill
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Dance to Keep from Crying
Michelle's mum has had a pain, and the hospital has seen a 'shadow'. So she goes to see Michelle. Julia, still worried about Jimmi's lack of appearance, goes to Rob for help. Jimmi meanwhile, is still chained to a bed post, being force-fed bacon sandwiches and drugs. Sissy introduces him to Veronica and Victoria.
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Mixed Doubles
Jimmi is still tied up. Sissy, dressed like 'Baby Jane', kisses him all the time, but Jimmi scares her off by shouting 'sex' at her. Julia keeps trying to convince the others that something is not quite right. Sexy Gloria keeps teasing her boyfriend, and has an appointment with Dr Daniel. She wants the pill.
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Divide and Conquer
Still kept captive by the Juggins, Jimmi tries to wrestle back some control. Rob realises what a mountain he has to climb to find the missing doctor
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Letting Go
Jimmi finds himself in a hospital bed, safe and sound from the crazy Juggins', who get sectioned. Julia has to fend off a pushy journalist. Charlie tries to help a woman who can't cry.
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Master Of The Universe - Monday
Jack's university friend Lewis is a troubled boy. His essays at univ are always violent, he keeps having flashbacks to a young schoolgirl he knew, and he is obsessed with video games, especially one called Trigger King. His lecturer is worried about him, and tells Simon, but he moves into the Hollins house for a while. Immie gets scared though when he knows all the victims on her 'victims of gun crime' montage. Some of the doctors are preparing for the university Founders Ball.
30 min
Master Of The Universe - Tuesday
Lewis is staying at the Hollins house, and he's getting weirder. Ellie can't get his mum's ring off her finger, and it's getting red, so Lewis threatens to cut her finger off, and Jack has a go at her too. Ellie tells Sia, so she confronts Lewis. Sia also gives him rotten marks for his course work, and says his book is violent rubbish. Both Ellie and Sia go to Simon, who is starting to get concerned. Rob sees his inspector about a possible promotion, and is told he's no chance.
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Master of the Universe: Wednesday
Sia recovers from the fire at the university. She is convinced Lewis set it off. Simon believes her, but no-one else does. Lewis and Jack organize a boycott of all her lessons. Sia confronts Lewis, who admits to her that he did it, and she deserved it. He shows her his gun video, and makes her really scared. Still the police wont act though.
30 min
Master of the Universe: Thursday - Judgement Day
Lewis freaks Immie out, but still no one will believe her. He finally flips though when he gets Jack, Sia, Ellie and Ned to the university under false pretenses. Karen goes to find Jack after finally being convinced by Immie, and finds herself in the middle of it all, when Lewis storms in brandishing a big gun. A shot rings out.
30 min
Master of the Universe
Lewis holds the hostages at gunpoint. Simon and the police storm in after the shooting, and it all gets rather heated. Simon tries to keep Sia alive, and the Ball gets ruined, but will Lewis shoot anyone else? Immie burns her art project.
30 min
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Mr Donormight
30 min
Three Go Wild
30 min
Good For the Soul
30 min
Coming To Get You
Harvey can't drink from the water tap, is scared of the phone, and is seeing little gray men. Lily thinks his medication is being messed with. Cherry, Ruth and Michelle decide to give Charlie what they think he wants, namely them. He gets scared. Immie starts dressing completely differently, to get down with her culture...now that she's a lesbian. Jimmi's OCD seems to have gone away, since the kidnapping.
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The Long and Short of It
30 min
The Bigger Man
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A Pill for Every Ill
30 min
Love Lies Bleeding
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No Distance Left to Run
Zara has an uncomfortable first meeting with Matthew's mum, Judith, who is over from Hong Kong. She has the oddest feeling that they have met before. She makes an appointment with Daniel at the surgery, and gives Zara a warning. Charlie directs his charming manner to a woman who finds out her son has been taking her HRT tablets because he wants to become a transsexual.
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Angel
A dying potter and her young student find a box from 21 years ago, unfortunately the artist smashes what's inside it. Her student deliberately cuts herself with the shards while trying to find out why she stopped making things. Then Rob turns up. Zara calls in her favor from Daniel when she asks him to seduce Matthew's mom Judith. Charlie takes Heston to a Viking themed lap dancing club.
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Too Little, Too Late
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To be Perfect
30 min
Bad Abba
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Yetis on the Golf Course
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Loving Memory
30 min
Eyes Open
30 min
Rebecca's Dream
30 min
The Others
Simon gets caught between two of his best mates, soon to be married. Only he's having an affair with her Maid of Honor, who also happens to be his adopted sister. Daniel has a lunchtime kissing session with Judith, and Zara's in the bushes taking photos. Matthew then proposes to her.
30 min
Unmoved
Jack goes for a round of job interviews, lies on his application form, but manages to get a job. There's a sexy girl there whom he starts fancying. It's all a bit too much for him though. Lily goes and has a chat with Sapphire, and wonders if Immie will help her get down with the kids, or 'female youth culture'.
30 min
When We Were Young
30 min
Skunk Show
30 min
Faith
30 min
6 Underground
Daniel's patient tells him that his girlfriend is missing - she went to the shops and never came back. He has panic attacks. All is not what it seems though, as she is nearer than everyone thinks. Cherry wants to drag Simon to a gay roller camp, only he doesn't want to go. They argue. Lily meets up with Sapphire, hoping to impress her with her new found Emo knowledge.
30 min
Climb Every Mountain
Michelle deals with a depressed amputee soldier. She makes him climb the local mountain to cheer him up. At lunch, Matthew finally introduces Zara to his dad, Ian, much to Ian's horror. Simon really likes Will's ambulance, so he asks him out on a date.
30 min
Bleeding
30 min
My Best Effort
30 min
Dead Weird
30 min
Hell Hath No Fury
Zara puts on her finest stockings, and reddest lipstick to knock 'em dead at the business launch. Her plan to ruin Ian's life is nearing completion, but how far will she go? It's the day of Charlie's charity car wash, but people start getting dubious when it seems he only wants the girls to take part, and asks them to wear tight t-shirts.
30 min
Birth Of The Blues
Daniel goes round to see Zara, who has called in sick following the events of last week. She shows him the recording she made of Ian's confession. Jimmi helps an aging pop star, who has a bad throat and a pregnant wife. He wants to kick-start his career again. Sapphire finally moves in with Lily. Heston doesn't want to know. Zara dumps Matthew, tears all round.
30 min
Relative Strangers
30 min
Occupational Hazards
A famous and beautiful woman, who is the head of a natural skincare company goes to the Granger Clinic to have some work done. Unfortunately a nosy journalist tries to get all the medical info out of Ruth. Charlie gets called out to visit a sexy blonde, though when he arrives he finds her on her back, dressed in fishnet stockings and a Basque.
30 min
A Child Called Moon
30 min
Fear of the Dark: Part One
30 min
Fear of the Dark: Part Two
Karen spends the night in prison, after the discovery of the dead stranger in the boot of her car. She is questioned for ages. The fake lo-cum who murdered him is still going around pretending to be the murder victim. Lily and Simon delve into who got Sapphire hooked on drugs.
30 min
Roleplay
30 min
Last Cut
One of Simon's patients has decided to spend his time fishing, instead of taking his cancer medication. Charlie announces that he hopes everyone will perform a tap dance for a charity show. They are all reticent, until Charlie shows them all how to do it - he can really tap!
30 min
Risky Business
30 min
Freddie's Final Fling
30 min
Save The Children
Lily gets called in to help Rob deal with two young scumbags. They admit to having raped a missing young girl. And there may be more than one. Sapphire spends the day with Immie and Jack, only Karen isn't too happy, especially when Sapphire chats up Jack. Ruth gets a shock when Smithy mentions children.
Friend Indeed
30 min
Mother's Help
Charlie has a severe case of gout, so has to drop out of the tap auditions. It all looks like a disaster when Lily steps in to take the lead. Luckily she is a brilliant dancer. Sapphire is impressed by this and decides she would like to stay with her, so Lily announces she wants to take some time off, so leaves to take care of Sapphire. She has Chromes disease. Diana thinks her nanny is having an affair with her husband and wants to take her baby. Zara gets involved, it could be a case of post-natal psychosis.
30 min