Gypsy Rose: Life After Lock Up Season 1, Episode 6: I Don't Want to Be Me

So This Is Freedom?

With the world watching in anticipation, and her family eagerly awaiting a reunion, Gypsy Rose Blanchard is released from prison after serving eight and a half years for her role in the murder of her mother. In her first 12 hours of freedom, Gypsy is chased by paparazzi, threatened with a parole violation if she doesn’t leave the state of Missouri immediately, and reveals whether she has consummated her marriage. Gypsy’s first taste of freedom leaves her fearful of going back to prison.

50 min

Independence Is Scary

Fearing a violation of her probation, Gypsy works to resolve issues with her parole officer. Ryan questions Kristy's motivations when he learns she's been in contact with Gypsy's ex-fiance, Ken. Gypsy settles into her new life in Lake Charles, but having been dependent on her mother her entire existence, she worries about what she can contribute to her marriage with Ryan. Rod and Gypsy share a father-daughter moment three decades in the making.

40 min

Is This My Life?

During a whirlwind trip to New York City, Gypsy Rose comes face to face with her newfound celebrity status, but quickly starts to question if she's cut out for the spotlight. As the outpouring of love on social media suddenly gives way to hateful DMs and death threats, Gypsy tries to tune out the noise and focus instead on her journey towards self-acceptance and planning a wedding reception with Ryan.

41 min

Ghosts of the Past

After their press trip and makeshift honeymoon to NYC, Gypsy and Ryan travel to her family's home in Cut Off, Louisiana to confront memories of her past. To symbolize her unique journey, Gypsy gets a tattoo at her cousin's tattoo shop and grapples with the relationships on her mother's side of the family. Once she returns home to Lake Charles, Gypsy learns that her ex, Ken, is eager to reconnect, throwing her into an emotional tailspin.

41 min

You Told the World

Hoping to make their connection stronger, Gypsy and Ryan add to their family and adopt a puppy named Pixie; when Gypsy tells Mia that she may be pregnant, things in their lives take a turn and Mia begs Gypsy to do something about it; Ryan becomes enraged learning that Gypsy is telling not only her sister, but the world, about their sex life; for the first time ever, Gypsy's ex-fiancé, Ken, is interviewed.

Are You Happy?

During Gypsy's trip to Cut Off without Ryan, he sends her a text that sets their relationship into a downward spiral. Back in Lake Charles, Gypsy gets a call from her parole officer about social media sending her into a tailspin about going back to prison. Still reeling from their argument, Ryan and Gypsy go on a date to talk about their issues that ends with Ryan breaking down. After admitting she's in touch with Ken and needing some space from her relationship, Gypsy asks her family to help her get out of Lake Charles.

Starting Over... Again

After an emotional goodbye to Pixie, Gypsy settles into the life she's never had with Rod and Kristy. Gypsy continues to be torn between talking to Ryan and being more open about her feelings for Ken, sparking internet rumors and leaks. Despite the turmoil, Gypsy undergoes her rhinoplasty. While recovering, Mia is critical of the decisions Gypsy has made about Ryan and Ken, but the advice falls on deaf ears as Gypsy makes plans to see her ex. As Gypsy pursues a fresh start with Ken, unexpected news leaves her reeling.

41 min