Loading episode...
Shortland Street
Season 34 • Episode 53 • To Love And To Lose: Part II
Select Server:
Shortland Street Season 34, Episode 53: To Love And To Lose: Part II
Off tension with Marty, Esther tries to hide from her feelings. Cleo gets caught up in a promise she can't keep. Watch Shortland Street Season 34, Episode 53 To Love And To Lose: Part II in HD free online. Enjoy high-quality streaming of Shortland Street Season 34, Episode 53 and share your thoughts in the comments below!
Comments
No comments yet. Be the first to comment.
Episodes
137 episodes
Baby Steps: Part I
It’s a day of new beginnings, new hope, and new blood in Ferndale. But some old wounds are yet to heal.
23 min
Baby Steps: Part II
Caught in a tug-of-war between the surgical and emergency departments, Cleo’s eager to find her feet, while Mana and Emmett clash over patient care.
23 min
Baby Steps: Part III
With the burden of her secret pregnancy weighing heavy, Madonna's emotions boil over.
23 min
The Hand You're Dealt: Part I
Esther's dismayed when Steph's condition worsens, while Maeve is pulled up by Emmett.
23 min
The Hand You're Dealt: Part II
Esther pulls rank on Chris to get Steph the care she needs, while Maeve gets her own back after an adversary returns to the hospital.
23 min
The Hand You're Dealt: Part III
Struggling with a guilty conscience, Nazar prepares to tell Monique the truth.
23 min
Thicker Than Water: Part I
Starved for surgical experience, Cleo takes matters into her own hands. Mana is caught between the job and Julian's demands as tensions in ED skyrocket.
23 min
Thicker Than Water: Part II
Cleo faces the consequences of her blowup at Phil. Nazar pulls rank when a surgical dilemma arises.
23 min
Thicker Than Water: Part III
Mana, Nazar, and Madonna free themselves from pressure.
23 min
Skin Deep: Part I
The ED faces a trio of peculiar cases. Esther finds her power by pushing back on one of Julian's new policies.
23 min
Skin Deep: Part II
Cleo faces the blues in surgery, while Mana's troubled by an ED team in crisis.
23 min
Skin Deep: Part III
At an impasse, the staff address their lingering pain from Harper's death.
23 min
He Toanga: Part I
Despite Mana's moving karakia for Harper, discord continues to grow. A pair of familiar faces return to the hospital.
23 min
He Toanga: Part II
Gia's torn as her and Sage clash over organ donation. Cupid's arrow strikes the surgical department.
23 min
He Toanga: Part III
Chris is tempted by an enticing offer from Julian, while Poppy's crushed by a challenging case.
23 min
Now I See: Part I
Chris tries to balance all as the hospital's new medical director, while Esther faces the medical council.
23 min
Now I See: Part II
After going rogue, Esther finds herself at Brooke's mercy. Cleo faces her fears when an emergency arises.
23 min
Now I See: Part III
A hit-and-run victim sees Logan reach breaking point. Monique gets some good news.
23 min
Deep Breaths: Part I
Cleared by the medical council, Esther gets back on the horse. Marty's play for a Paediatric ED drives a wedge between Chris and Julian.
23 min
Deep Breaths: Part II
Disaster threatens to derail Marty's fundraiser for the paediatric ED.
23 min
Deep Breaths: Part III
n the wake of the fundraiser, Esther's intimidated by Marty's rising star. Drew is forced to face his grief.
23 min
Heartstrings: Part I
When ED is rammed, Poppy becomes determined to prove herself. Esther won't let anyone stand in the way of surgical success.
23 min
Heartstrings: Part II
Esther is overwhelmed by a complex surgery, while Poppy freezes when faced with an emergency.
23 min
Heartstrings: Part III
Buckling under the weight of Nicole's transfer to Christchurch, Maeve makes a big call. Vili is urged to take action.
23 min
Leap of Faith: Part I
Struggling to juggle life and work, Mana is terrified he's made a deadly mistake. There's teething issues for the Paediatric ED when Phil and Logan clash.
23 min
Leap of Faith: Part II
The stakes are high for Cleo as she undergoes her first surgery. An opportunistic Julian discovers Esther's weakness.
23 min
Leap of Faith: Part III
Bugged by a patient's mystery pain, Cleo searches for answers. Things fall into a place for Poppy.
23 min
Old Wounds: Part I
New doctor on the block Hendrix throws his weight around in ED. Newly reuinted with Viliami, everything's coming up Madonna.
23 min
Old Wounds: Part II
As questions arise about the identity of a patient, Logan trusts his gut. Cleo's left puzzled by Drew's response to a high-pressure surgery.
23 min
Old Wounds: Part III
Sage tries to move on in the wake of his attack. Amidst concerns about her pregnancy, Madonna finds her magic again.
23 min
Sink or Swim: Part I
With Aria on the scene, Mana is confronted by love. Thaddeus and Viliami jockey for their place.
23 min
Sink or Swim: Part II
With the paternity test results confirmed, Madonna makes a decision. Poppy races the clock to make a diagnosis.
23 min
Sink or Swim: Part III
The team is put to the test as a storm hits Ferndale.
46 min
Pressure Points: Part I
The hospital remains in crisis as the damage from the storm is laid bare.
23 min
Pressure Points: Part II
Nazar, Zoya, and Phil spar over baby Sammi's case. Cleo fears for her career in the wake of her failed surgery.
23 min
Pressure Points: Part III
Cleo faces up to her Morbidity and Mortality review. Zoya's presence puts Monique on alert
23 min
Out In The Cold: Part I
A probing Monique makes an unexpected discovery about Zoya, while Cleo and Logan settle in for a long night.
23 min
Out In The Cold: Part II
Cleo and Logan tend to their uninvited guest. Poppy and Mana's medical discovery puts Hendrix on the out.
23 min
Out In The Cold: Part III
Hendrix sows discontent between Poppy and Mana. Surgery comes with complications for Nazar and Zoya.
23 min
False Start: Part I
Sage rails against Julian's new Fast Pass system, while Gia goes all in on a patient.
23 min
False Start: Part II
Esther tries to rally the troops. Caught between Cleo and Hendrix, Poppy isn't sure what to believe.
23 min
False Start: Part III
Katie's re-admission puts Phil on the out with Nazar and Zoya, while Cleo and Hendrix clash.
23 min
True Colours: Part I
Poppy falls in further with Hendrix, while Gia gets tangled up in her attraction to a patient.
23 min
True Colours: Part II
History threatens to repeat itself for Monique when things heat up between Nazar and Zoya.
23 min
True Colours: Part III
Poppy begins to fear she may be in too deep with Hendrix, while Esther and Julian go head-to-head over the co-op.
23 min
The Ties That Bind: Part I
Emmett's day off gets derailed, while a returned patient forces Poppy to face the fallout from her dramatic fight with Hendrix.
23 min
The Ties That Bind: Part II
Faced with his father's deteriorating health, Emmett's a ticking time bomb. A warring Esther and Julian are forced to unite.
24 min
The Ties That Bind: Part III
Esther see a new side to Julian when he makes a proposal. Emmett tries to face up to his father.
23 min
Hand on Heart: Part I
Maeve's on tenterhooks as Cassie returns to Shortland Street. Sage is determined to break through to a grieving Emmett.
24 min
Hand On Heart: Part II
Poppy finds herself between Maeve and Cassie. Nazar puts the blame on himself for matters personal and professional.
24 min
Hand on Heart: Part III
Monique and Marty are both left reeling by reveals from their partners.
24 min
To Love And To Lose: Part I
Poppy and Maeve go head to head. Emmett steps up for his family
24 min
To Love And To Lose: Part II
Off tension with Marty, Esther tries to hide from her feelings. Cleo gets caught up in a promise she can't keep.
24 min
To Love And To Lose: Part III
Maeve's double life gets the better of her, with potentially fatal consequences. Monique seeks comfort elsewhere.
23 min
Head Rush: Part I
Nazar is bulldozed by the gossip train as rumours swirl around his relationship with Monique. Drew's neglect comes back to bite him.
23 min
Head Rush: Part II
As her work with Julian continues, Esther's determined to prove her loyalty to Marty. Phil rebels.
23 min
Head Rush: Part III
With his connection to Vanessa deepening, Drew's shaken by his feelings. Mana decides Matariki is the right time for a big confession.
23 min
Bloodlines: Part I
As Julian's genetic research grows more pressing, Esther returns to the danger zone. Sage is confronted by a face from the past in ED.
23 min
Bloodlines: Part II
Sage is spun out by the presence of his ex-girlfriend Bridget, while Gia's dreams are dashed as she deals with her mother's return.
23 min
Bloodlines: Part III
Esther treads a delicate line between work and home. Vili's given a very special task.
24 min
Blind Spot: Part I
Emmett yields to Poppy's desire to prove her worth, while Drew hides from the truth about his injury.
23 min
Blind Spot: Part II
Off his attraction to Fia, Chris urges Vili to get back in the game. Drew and Tova make headway.
24 min
Blind Spot: Part III
Marty's outburst at Phil ignites further conflict between him and Esther.
23 min
Make or Break: Part I
The devil comes to Esther's door, while Marty feels like his hold on his marriage is slipping.
23 min
Make Or Break: Part II
Esther is exiled as Julian and Marty face each other head-on. Vili weighs up a big decision.
23 min
Make or Break: Part III
Drew is forced to face his trauma, while Sage's party pushes things to breaking point.
24 min
Make or Break: Part IV
Drew is forced to face his trauma, while Sage's party pushes things to breaking point.
24 min
In Too Deep: Part I
Monique's in a love bubble after Sage's party, while Marty reels from Esther's confession.
23 min
In Too Deep: Part II
Despite disapproval from Chris, Phil fights for what's right in surgery. Esther tries to find a way forward without Marty's support.
23 min
In Too Deep: Part III
Marty and Esther's issues reach breaking point, while Phil's clash with Chris heads in a new direction.
24 min
Below The Surface: Part I
The wedding bells ring louder and louder for Monique, while Phil looks to a future milestone of her own.
24 min
Below The Surface: Part II
Faced by hiccups in her surgical routine, Cleo's anxiety worsens. Marty makes a rash move with Esther.
23 min
Below The Surface: Part III
Flared tensions with Marty send Esther in a new direction. Drew gets a taste of a sweet new future.
24 min
All In: Part I
Poppy's faced with old demons as Hendrix returns to ED, while Marty tends to a new arrival of his own.
24 min
All In: Part II
Marty tends to his guest, while Esther and Julian draw closer.
24 min
All In: Part III
Poppy and Hendrix spar in ED. Esther and Marty face new temptations.
24 min
All Out: Part I
Wild admissions to ED see Emmett struggle to keep control. Drew is determined to look his trauma in the eye.
24 min
All Out: Part II
Chris tries to keep the peace as Phil clashes with the zookeeper. Maeve weighs a new connection.
24 min
All Out: Part III
Maeve faces the fallout from her drunken dalliance, while Emmett faces up to his family.
24 min
Fight The Good Fight: Part I
Sage and Gia are confronted by a sinister force in ED. Cassie is caught up in a lie.
23 min
Fight The Good Fight: Part II
Esther's heart surprises her, while Ted's presence in the hospital causes new fractures.
23 min
Fight The Good Fight: Part III
With no other way forward, Esther calls on Chris. Poppy clears a path in ED.
24 min
Tipping Point: Part I
A feud forces Phil and Maeve apart, while Cleo struggles to keep her anxiety at bay.
23 min
Tipping Point: Part II
Tensions flare between Esther and Marty when Steph is readmitted. Logan tries to jolly Cleo out of her anxiety spiral.
23 min
Tipping Point: Part III
Maeve is forced to put the past behind her, while Esther sacrifices her own health to help Steph.
24 min
Worlds Apart: Part I
Nazar's thrown by an unexpected arrival, while Drew pays an old friend a special visit.
24 min
Worlds Apart: Part II
As her woes worsen, Esther retreats to familiar territory - but is she welcome?
23 min
Worlds Apart: Part III
Marty and Esther play cat-and-mouse, while Maeve's at a crossroads of her own.
24 min
Bad Behaviour: Part I
Poppy avoids an attraction too close to home, while Maeve finds a friend where she least suspected.
24 min
Bad Behaviour: Part II
Nazar hits rock bottom. Marty and Monique try to get their story straight.
24 min
Bad Behaviour: Part III
A dogged Phil pursues Katie. Maeve's forced to say goodbye.
24 min
Everything But The Truth: Part I
Phil's consultancy exam puts her to the test.
23 min
Everything But The Truth: Part II
Phil reckons with the reality of her exam result. Poppy flirts with danger.
24 min
Everything But The Truth: Part III
Drew stands by his decision, while Phil falls into old patterns.
24 min
Whakamokeke: Part I
A case close to home sees Emmett and Mana lock horns. Esther sits on a ticking time bomb.
24 min
Whakamokeke: Part II
Bonnie urges Emmett and Mana to forge a truce. Marty and Monique struggle with guilt.
24 min
Whakamokeke: Part III
Marty is stung by Esther, while Monique struggles to trust her gut.
23 min
Repair, Restore, Rebuild: Part I
Nazar and Monique throw caution to the wind when the stag and hens nights combine.
24 min
Repair, Restore, Rebuild: Part II
Last night's party causes headaches for Nazar and Marty, while Esther's heart breaks.
24 min
Repair, Restore, Rebuild: Part III
The surgeons fight to save one of their own. Poppy makes a startling discovery.
23 min
Repair, Restore, Rebuild: Part IV
The surgeons fight to save one of their own. Poppy makes a startling discovery. (
23 min
In The Balance: Part I
Chris delivers a bombshell to Marty and Esther. Poppy throws herself into researching the virus.
24 min
In The Balance: Part II
Marty's distraught as the outcome for Esther is uncertain. Maeve goes rogue to help a friend.
24 min
In The Balance: Part III
Running out of options, Marty seeks help from the enemy. Poppy is torn between an old friend and a new love.
24 min
The Devil You Know: Part I
Poppy's feelings for Logan grow too great to ignore, while Selina gets off to a shaky start in ED.
24 min
The Devil You Know: Part II
Work becomes a family affair for Poppy. Esther keeps more secrets from Marty.
24 min
The Devil You Know: Part III
Julian puts himself on the line for love, while Drew stares down a new chapter.
24 min
All Or Nothing: Part I
Marianne's presence has Poppy ready to blow, while Esther finally gets the message.
24 min
All Or Nothing: Part II
With the clock ticking, Chris makes a life-changing decision. Emmett opens up to Selina.
23 min
All Or Nothing: Part III
Marty discovers there's no victory without loss. Emmett tends to a spark.
23 min
A Bitter Pill: Part I
Julian's new hire ruffles feathers, while Drew and Phil play tug-of-war.
23 min
A Bitter Pill: Part II
Esther tries to find forgiveness in her heart, while Monique learns the limits of love.
24 min
A Bitter Pill: Part III
Julian finds himself in the firing line, while Cleo can't shake her troubles.
24 min
A Thorn On Every Rose: Part I
Marty's guilt continues to grow. Monique is put to the test, with unexpected results.
24 min
A Thorn On Every Rose: Part II
Cleo digs into the past for dirt on Hendrix, while Monique struggles under the weight of secrecy.
24 min
A Thorn On Every Rose: Part III
Monique makes her mind up. Poppy tries to get through to Cleo.
23 min
Alone Together: Part I
Poppy struggles to carry on. Monique gets drawn into Marty's web of lies.
24 min
Alone Together: Part II
Drew tries to fight his feelings. Poppy lets her guard down.
24 min
Alone Together: Part III
Marty tries to enjoy his birthday, while love knocks on Logan's door.
24 min
Suspicious Minds: Part I
Sage reels from a false accusation in ED. Monique puts her head in the sand.
24 min
Suspicious Minds: Part II
Esther exhausts her options. Mana and Emmett clash over Bonnie.
24 min
Suspicious Minds: Part III
Monique realises she can't fight time. Sage struggles to see a way through.
24 min
Playing With Fire: Part I
Esther's back in action, but it doesn't look good for Chris.
24 min
Playing With Fire: Part II
Dawn wrestles with desire, while Monique enters panic mode.
24 min
Playing With Fire: Part III
Out of options, Selina makes a call. Phil fights temptation.
23 min
Nothing Left To Lose: Part I
Phil and Hendrix lock horns in surgery. Esther and Marty can't move on.
23 min
Nothing Left To Lose: Part II
Maeve's demons rear their head. Phil faces Hendrix head-on.
24 min
Nothing Left To Lose: Part III
A beleagured Monique finds an unexpected ally. Phil digs her heels in.
24 min
Hiding in Plain Sight: Part I
Chris throws himself into work. Maeve falls further into the hole.
24 min
Hiding in Plain Sight: Part II
Chris' worst fears are realised. Mana hides from the truth.
23 min
Hiding in Plain Sight: Part III
Maeve struggles to accept help from Gia. Hendrix goes on the offensive.
24 min
Desperate Measures: Part I
Chris and Esther fear retaliation, while Marty is startled by the return of the Latimers.
24 min
Desperate Measures: Part II
Chris' troubles start to mutate. Marty gets a new gig.
24 min
Desperate Measures: Part III
The hospital locks down as the virus takes hold.
23 min
Desperate Measures: Part IV
The hospital locks down as the virus takes hold.
24 min
Save Ourselves: Part I
Christmas comes to Ferndale.
23 min
Save Ourselves: Part II
Christmas comes to Ferndale.
24 min